Please forgive me if I'm wrong:
I'm a worthless bastard that doesn't understand people's feeling
I'm a pile of shit who played with people's dignity
I'm threw hard words towards everyone I care about
What I've done is just dooming myself

My words force people stay away from me
My words hurts those who care me the most
I've done nothing correctly in terms of friendship, only making it worst
I'm only someone who's self-centred that who wants to do things my own way,
and everybody have to listen to me

Never knew that my actions and words could hurt everyone so damn deep
Never knew my behaviour is so unacceptable by so many people

Nobody damn cares to tell me what I'm right, what I'm wrong
Nobody believes in me
Nobody actually cares to ask

My thoughts is so different than others,
Nobody accepts me as who I am from the beginning, even I've change to suit the environment,
still, I'm just not acceptable
This is why I wouldn't dare to start any deep relationship with anyone,
not to mention, finding any girlfriends
If I not even able to make myself "acceptable", how am I suppose to be accepted by someone who's going to spend the rest of my life with?

Perhaps I was wrong when I thought there's somebody that accepts me
Perhaps I was right when even I myself doesn't accept who I am
Perhaps it would be good if I'm a loner
Perhaps I would be good if I'm simply not here

I'm sorry...